. weaaa, kaw nak tahu something ?

 dulu setahun ak tak bole lupe excoup ak tahu sbb ak t'lalu sygg kenn dea, mmg susah gyle lha ak nak lupe kenn dea, kdang-2 thoe ak rase mcm malas dahh nak p'caye kenn laki . and sejak kaw masok dlm hdop ak, ak dahh bole lupe kenn si penipu thoe . hdop ak kembali ceria . mmg ak happy gyle lha dhoe bt tak lame thoe kaw plak tinggal kenn ak . kaw nak tahu tak hary yg kyte break thoe kenn time dkat sek kenn haty ak rase laen mcm dhoe and ak asyek pker kenn kaw jea . ak sndri taktahu knape . then blek thoe ak terus onnl then tgok r/o ak tggal married jea . OMG !! sumpahh ak tak caye dhoe . then tanpa ak sedar air mata ak mengalir, ak dahh cube tenang kenn diri ak bt tak bole dhoe . sume org snang jea soh ak tenang, dorg tak rase mcm mane ak rase dhoe time thoe . ak rase mcm nak jea buad bnde bodoh bt ak try kuat kenn dri ak . esok pagi thoe bgon dry tido ak rase laen jea, tak mcm biase, ak rase mcm mimpi jea then ak call miyn tnye betol kea ap yg t'jadi nhe then miyn ckp ' yeaa ' . seharian ak tak mkn . sume org tnye knape muke ak pucat bt ak buad bodoh jea, dorg sume pakse ak sohh ceryte bnde yg sbenar bt ak tak bole nak ceryte bnde yg sbenar sbb ak tanak air mata ak keluar lg . ak dahh letih time thoe . bile ak tnye knape kaw ckp kaw slalu buad ak saket haty . wea, kaw egt dgn care kaw lps kenn ak nhe haty ak tak saket ? weaa, haty ak nhe b'kali ganda saket tahu takk . ak pon tak sangke kaw bole lps kenn ak . ak dahh puas merayu dkat kaw tok jd milik ak blek bt bnyak reason yg kaw bg kenn . ak slalu doa wea supaya kaw jd milik ak blek then satu mlm thoe ak asyek pker jea psl kaw , myb ak patut lps kenn kaw and trime sume bnde yg jd nhe, and myb ak tak perfect tok kaw kenn . hm .. sampai skg ak still ad rase syg dkat kaw . yeahh . ak ngaku ak saket haty tgok kaw dgn gf bru kaw bt ak t'pakse thn sume prasaan ak nhe .